I wanna
I want to be able to wear the clothes i want,
I want to be the skinny person in the clique,
I want to be a thinspo for other girls,
I want people to talk about me,
I want people to worry about me,
I want to wear hoodies and skinny jeans without lookin like a wannabe skinny legend,
I want to wear cute skirts,
I want to be able to wear 3xs shirts,
I want my bullys to finally see what they did to me,
I want to be lighter than my little sister (she’s 11),
I want my crush to notice me,
I want my crush to fall in love with me,
I want my classmates to call me too skinny,
I want a bigger thigh gap, so none can call me fat again,
I want people to handle with me carefully,
I want to be happy with myself,
I want to look in the mirror and love myself,
I do not want to have body dysphoria again,
I want to be too skinny,
I want to look ill,
I want to look anorexic,
I want people to finally see my pain,
I want to die soon.